"It's a question of lust,
it's a question of trust..."
("A Question Of Lust", Depeche Mode)
Secret #1
I quite like bondage. Nice, consensual "love" bondage. This is just how I am. I have to accept it. Seeing pretty girls (including me!) tied up and gagged turns me on. That sweet humiliation... it's irresistible. I also like bondage stories and bondage art. I like the idea of being tied up myself more than the actual being tied up. It's a very cerebral, almost abstract thing for me.
Of course I have issues about all this: I feel embarassed and ashamed sometimes. If I can't accept myself, I don't expect you will. But I'm trying to accept...
I've been like this for as far as I can remember. Ever since I was very very young, seeing damsels in distress in movies and stuff had this effect on me. It's not something I chose. I must embrace it, but of course I'm scared at the same time. In any case I just want to be more open about stuff.
Here's a couple of pics of me to show you what I like... I have more, if anyone is interested I could maybe sell them... I also have some montages I made. I think I look pretty good in bondage as the gag hides the lower part of my face which is where most of the flaws are!
I do NOT like pain and torture and S/M. Just tight, lovely bondage. It's an art form, I feel - just like female impersonating really. The aesthetic choices of where to put the ropes, what poses to use, etc.
Secret #2
What am I like as a guy?
I hope you'll still like me now that I've told you my creepiest secrets!
© Sarah Morgan 2003
